When I came Riverside three months ago, I knew my new life would not be easy. First days, I was so strong and could overcome problems easily. However, I realize that this power was related to the excitement of first days. New places, new friends and new school made me happy. Unfortunately, this happiness could not be last a long because; nowadays, I miss my country a lot. I miss almost everything about my old life, but especially I miss my family and my boyfriend so much.
Most of you can understand me easily if you live here more than two months, but if you are new in the U.S., this is just a honeymoon for you and it will take time to understand my feelings. I hope my mood is temporary; otherwise, it is hard to continue to live here. Sometimes I can be angry easily and overreact the simple issues. This is not the life that I want to. Although I know there can be worser problems in a life and I have some good opportunities, I still feel sad because of missing my country.
I wish I could write better things for you. I hope I will feel better and write nice ideas next week. At least, I am sharing my emotions via this blog. Writing and speaking make me relax, but honestly I do not have many friends in the U.S. to talk with. I hope you understand me because I am sure some of you have similar problems sooner or later.
GONCA
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Gonca~
ReplyDeleteI understand you that you miss your family,and your boyfriend.It is hard to live in a new place alone~But to be happy. We are together, and we are your friends~
Don't be so sad, you don't want your family to worry about you so much, right? Enjoy your life~Be happy in your life! You are an excellent student and an excellent person~ I hope you will feel better soon!
^_^Smile~~~~Smile~~~Smile~~~Your smile is nice!~
Thank you very much Julia for your kind comment. It is nice to hear that you are my friends. Your smile is nice, too. ^_^
ReplyDeleteHello, I will feel the same emotion in the end of this quarter.I like your idea, you are aiming to grew your self up more ; in addtion, I think you are
ReplyDeletevery kind person. that`s why , when you saw my blog, you gave me nice comment. It really maked me please. Unfortunately, My English speaking is poor sadly, but I can hear about your talking.
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by Masayoshi Someya
For, Gonca
ReplyDeleteI also understand your mind that you miss your hometown, your family, and your boyfrined alot, because I have felt same thing as you. And I guess most of international students have had similar experience like yours. So don't be nervous. Moreover, we are friend. When you feel alone, fear, or something, we can share them. If now is not your life that you want, everything will be fine!! take it easy!!
Saori